Another really cold day and more rain on the way. Yesterday evening I had to deal with no heat and dodgy milk. The heating went out in my apartment for a short period. A quick call to maintenance resolved that issue. The dodgy milk was due to the wrong expiration date on the bottle. Mum wasn't too happy about that one. She's the cow milk drinker, I prefer almond milk. Thankfully I went to the grocery store today and picked up some fresh milk. Amazingly enough, no BF issues today. Now that the Brit BF and I are back on, it's better. What makes it better is we both want a committed relationship, not just in theory. Also, we don't feel that we have to talk every day so the conversation doesn't feel forced. This so much easier than one of us wanting a committed relationship in theory and practice and the other liking the idea of it. Anyway, that part of my life is sorted out for now. Now to figure out the other aspects of my life. I feel confident that I'll sort out the other parts of my life, one way or the other. I have to, this constant rejection and casting about can't continue forever. I just want to feel like a responsible person again. Nothing major but the universe seems to think otherwise. That's one thing I could never understand, why some people have an easier time than others. They get opportunities thrown at them, they're the golden people at work and school, others just get tossed to the side. It's not from lack of hard work or drive. I have no idea why that it is but I want my nice life. What would I do once I get it? Live my life with the man I love.
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