A new week. I think I whined a little too much yesterday over how much work my relationship with the Sometime BF is for me. The truth is I actually don't spend a lot of time obsessing about the relationship. I have better things to do. Really. I think the latest whining bout was caused by a series of text exchanges between us. As usual, he was vague about things. Some of the vagueness is my doing because I don't use text messages for serious conversations. I prefer Messenger or email for longer conversations. Also, I think the vagueness has to do with his situation being in flux as well. It's just frustrating not knowing the status of this relationship. I want to move forward and he seems hesitant. It's almost like he doesn't want to be in a relationship , even though he said he wanted a committed relationship. Oh crap, I'm doing it again. I really have to stop. Okay, something better. I'm going to a lecture this evening at the local museum on Spanish colonial architecture in Los Angeles. I'm looking forward to it because it's something that's everywhere. I might see some people I know from grad school but I'm hoping I don't run into anyone I know. Mostly I just want to go and enjoy myself without faking civility. Once I finished grad school, I was finished, period, end of story. I've thought about going back to grad school for that urban planning degree, and it's still something I flirt with but I'm not sure what I would focus my studies on. One idea is focusing on preservation management to balance out gentrification with saving local historic resources. It sounds good but I think, do I really need to go to grad school for that? Maybe or maybe not. Another idea is public health angle: obesity or health clinics. Naw, I'm not sure how I could work in the historic preservation angle. Regardless, I would go for another master's degree, not a Ph.D. I'm not a masochist. Anyway, I need to go so I can eat something and fluff up before I go.
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