All Good

Hello Everyone:

I just realized it’s been a few days since I scribbled some thoughts. Well here I go. The Brit BF and I are back on regular speaking terms. I’m happy about that because I knew we weren’t quite finished with each other. We’re actually getting along better than the last the time around. We just check in with each other on a daily basis, flirt a little and go with our days. It’s better this way because we’re not trying to force the conversation.  I have no idea what or if it’ll lead to anything but it’sngoid So far. What about the Sometime BF?  He’s in the ether.  I’ve made my feelings clear to him and let him know that if he needs a break, I’m here for him. Mum is right about the fact that he can be very overbearing when it comes to the people in his life. It’s great that he’s so caring and wants to be helpful but he does have a tendency to over do it. I think he hovers waiting to swoop in.  I’ve had to tell him to back off a few times. It’s interesting, the Brit BF and I seem to pick up right where we left off.  I don’t think his forgotten our awful Skype call. Water under the bridge for him and I’m a good swimmer.  I’m just going to leave it at that.  Part of me wants to re-kindle the romance. I miss his touch and being in his arms. I miss his warmth.  However, whatever direction our relationship goes in  has to be a mutual decision. I suppose I could do to him what I do to mum, project my thoughts onto him and watch as manifest. In short, play Jedi mind games on him. In meantime, we’re good.