New Year Goal

Hello Everyone:

Sunday evening, Oscar day. So far my predictions have come true. Let’s see if my winning streak holds for the rest of the show. The Brit BF sent me a very naughty message that had me fantasizing about making love to him again all weekend long. I still have memories of our first time. It was a little awkward but we found our groove. I may get another chance. Speaking of the guy, a friend of his friend wants to play match maker for me. Match maker for work. The Brit BF sent me a link about a conference that took place about two weeks ago.  At first I thought, “ a lot good this does me.”  The Brit BF told me that his friend helped put together the one-to-one session, pairing construction companies and individuals. The friend is willing to set me up with some potential employers. Cool. He said he would send me a list so I can research the ones that have what I want. That’s a phrase I’ve been using a lot lately in reference to personal and professional matters. It’s my way of taking control when someone wants to force something on me. It’s also my way of staying out of toxic situations. It’s me asserting myself. It feels good.  I’m also asserting myself with the Brit BF. No more shrinking violet. I like it. I like this version of me. Call it a New Year goal to work toward. As far as what comes out of the work match making, that remains to be seen.  I’ve taken the first step.