Hello Everyone:
Happy Chanukah to those of you who celebrate. In a few minutes, mom is going to call me to find out when I plan to come home and light candles. My usual answer is I'll be home when I get home. Mom didn't have to fetch the minion from school today so she's been home all afternoon. I managed to get a couple of things accomplished today. I returned two DVDs to the library and ran an errand at the local CVS, then realized I forgot to buy something. I'll get it tomorrow at the market. Oh yes, I bought the Brit BF a holiday present without the hassle of currency conversion or extra charge for international shipping. Hurray. I love ASOS. Right on schedule, mom just called to find out when I'll be home so she can light the Chanukah candles. She can be so predictable. Anyway, once again it was raining today. This is like the third storm system in two weeks. A sign of things to come? I like the rain and would like it even more if my guy was here with me but alas, no. I'm starting to miss him again. He's been a little on the randy side lately. I think he misses me too. Honestly, I have no delusions of loyalty. He's a man and he has needs. If he were to meet someone I wouldn't be surprised. I suppose I wouldn't want to know about it. I already went through this once with the abusive ex. I couldn't handle it again, especially with someone who has become so much a part of my life. I miss the way he holds me, the way he kisses me, his energy, everything. I know he has a lot on his plate with his mom and work so I try not to be so clingy. I just really miss him.
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