It's been a week since the new guy left and it doesn't hurt as much anymore. What's helping is that we talk regularly so I don't so lonely. I don't envy why he's there but I completely understand. He has serious family matters to deal with right now. I'm always happy to hear from him, whether by Facebook messenger or a weekly phone call. I don't care. I've managed to calm down from Thursday's "I love you" phone. That took me by surprise. I love him too and if it means anything, I looked online last night to find out how to bring up conversion. We're far from it but I want to know what to say when the subject does come up. I'm still not sure that this is the one and that's more my own thinking. That's a good thing because it's keeping me from letting my feelings run amok. Besides, who knows what'll happen. A lot can change between now and the next time I see him. I'm not banking on those changes and I'm not expecting things to change. I'm just taking it one thing at a time.
Yesterday, I spent time with the family. It was teenaged niece's birthday and her parents got her a pink and white Hello Kitty cake. The cake wasn't bad and neither was the meal. This vegetarian thing is getting pretty easy, not that it was so difficult to begin with. The only person who had trouble getting their head around it was mom but I'll let her slide because she's pretty set in her ways. After lunch, I just went home and chilled for the rest of the day. Otherwise, everything is status quo, which is sometimes a good thing.
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