Monday woe

Hello Everyone:

I trust that most of you had a better weekend than I did.  Well it's Monday and back to the world.  The job search goes agonizingly slow.  The problem is that right now there are so many events going on that I don't know where to start.  The other problem is that they require some sort of admission fee, which I don't have.  My point for attending these events is to network a bit in hopes of finding a job.  It's hard when you don't have money.  I have to look for free events, which are rare.  This is the great conundrum of being unemployed.  In order to get employed you have to invest money in yourself but in order to get the funds you have to be employed.  I was on the phone yesterday with the bf and he was all in a twist over his father's passing and having to deal with everything including the job search.  I totally feel this guy.  I don't envy or wish it upon anyone what he and his family through right now.  The main thing he said was that it feels like he's being crapped on all at once and wish it would end.  The only thing I could do was commiserate.  I just wish this lack of employment would end soon.  It's not that I don't like sitting somewhere and spilling my guts to you, it's just I need to something constructive.  I enjoy working and contributing to the greater cause.  Getting paid for it is even better.  In the meantime I do what I can.