State Of Acceptance

Hello Everyone: Another quiet day for me. This time I did sort of get dressed and go out. I had an errand at the local dollar store and, for the most part, I got what I came for. A lot of the shelves were bare. Supply chain issues I guess. Funny thing about that, if I go to the local big box store, I find what I need but pay a more. I guess the big box store has more ways to keep the shelves filled. Anyway, tomorrow and Thursday it's back to work before having Friday and the weekend off. Fortunately I don't have to work all day so I have time in the morning to get things done. I noticed something interesting this morning, I'm not getting that tight anxiety knot in my stomach like I did with the school I briefly worked at. Maybe it has something to with the down time or just the fact I decided to go with the work flow. Could be all of those and some more. Either way, I feel like I'm starting to get what I'm supposed to do. As long as I don't overthink things and just do, I'll be alright. Besides my co-workers are nice people. I think my state of acceptance has to do with a couple of facts: First, it's the job I have right now. Second, the knowledge that it's not the careet unless I want it to be. On that point, I really can't imagine what kind of career I could make for myself in retail. It's a nice job in a very chill department but it's not something that's part of my grander vision. So for now it's what I have until otherwise.