Not Happy

Hello Everyone: I'm feeling less upset today. The heat of the moment has worn off a bit and I'm applying for jobs and I reached out to the people I need to reach out. I have to follow up with a related HR firm that the recruiter suggested. I'm not depending on the recruiter to find me anything because she has other people to deal with and I've learned not to depend on other people. I also plan to check other places. The BIL slipped me a flier that he thought was helpful. It wasn't helpful at all because it was addressed to Nephew #1, regarding very part time jobs for college students. He also suggested I go to the mall and apply in-person for sales jobs. That worked in the nineties but not now. It's all apply online which I'm totally fine with and it saves times. He can be very unhelpful like that. I have to tell myself that things will work out well even if I think it's a total lie. What else can I tell myself. It's so frustrating because it was so sudden. Now I have to scramble for work. It's ridiculous. I have to say it but the whole thing completely sucks. Am I angry? What should I say, no? That's it's great situation? No it's not. My head is spinning and I'm feeling at loose ends. People have offered some good suggestions, definitely better than anything that the BIL can suggest. It's just a matter of following up on it.