More Time

Hello Everyone: Today was a much less stressful day. This is what happens when you sort out paying the bills online and organize your time. The best part was I the moment I realized I had an hour more than I originally thought. After I came home from my run, decided to pause for minute and decide whether I wanted to dress and have lunch before I go to the grocery store or go shopping first. I decided to dress and eat first. While I was pulling myself together, I went to check on the time and realized there was no need to rush. I had ample time to make a nice salad for myself, clean up after lunch, and take a leisurely stroll to the grocery store. I'm slowly getting back into organizing my time in such a way that I can get everything I need to do done and have time to relax. I hate to be rushed all the time because it just contributes to my anxieties. When I take control of a situation, I feel less stressed out. I'm proud of is paying the rent. I know that sounds pretty ordinary but I had a sense of accomplishment because I managed to take of business without too much drama. Slowly, I'm getting back into my old habit of good time management. I didn't realize how much energy taking care of mum sucked out of me but she's not here anymore and I only have myself to take care of. That's enough on its own.