She's Better

Hello Everyone:

Today and tomorrow are the carer's days off.  Fine.  The agency sent over someone to cover those days.  The sub was cheerful and helpful but not exactly the brightest bulb in the box.  She did straighten out mum's bed and bathroom but now she can't find anything.  Sitting down to write was a bit of challenge because of all the mum-related interruptions.  At least I had the sense to start early enough.  One of those interruptions was a visit from a medical social worker.  This social worker was a better and more supportive.  Her only interest was making sure mum gets the medical care she needs.  Speaking of mum, she's feeling so much better today. How do I know?  She's back to being a pain in the behind.  I couldn't get through one sentence without hearing her bellow my name and issue orders.  I finally had it with her.  I really need to get out of her for good.  This all too much for me.  I can't stand another minute of being around her.  What makes me so furious is I have no idea what I did to earn a stay in this "prison" nor do I know what I have to do to get out for good.  It's like no matter what I say or do, I'm stuck and no one wants to lend a hand to get me out.  I just want every part of my life back.  I don't want to deal with a petulant, demanding, ungrateful person anymore.  I resent everyone who comes here because they can leave and I'm stuck.  I've had enough.  How much more do I need to put up with?