I am having a good and productive day. I just posted a few thoughts on last night's State of The Union speech. What a downer. Basically, it was a softer sell of the same divisive rhetoric. Of course the big news was the emergence of the First Lady after supposedly being furious over revelations of her husband's affair with porn actor. Furious, right. She probably knew about it and hoped it would stay private. I mean she knew what kind of man she was getting involved and went ahead with relationship anyway. Some people. Anway, I had a really nice and rare experience this morning on my run. I witness the end of a lunar eclipse. It was pretty cool. What made it rare was it was a blood super moon. The sky was really dark as the sun's shadow passed over the moon. You don't seen those like hardly any time. Kind of made my day. Mum has been pestering me about the Sometime BF and his move. I guess by now he's out of his apartment. This is the thing with mum and sis, they never speak directly to someone, they always go through intermediaries. Sis is a little better about speaking directly to people because she has to do it at work. Mum cannot not be bothered to ask or speak to anyone, about anything directly. She always has to ask me about the Sometime BF. I tell her to ask him the next time he surfaces. That reminds me, now that things are slowly settling down with him, he'll probably want to get together with me. I'm not sure if I want to see him. His absence has touched on a lot of feelings from our past history. He says he hasn't intentionally neglected me but I'm entirely sure about it. I've been giving the matter some thought and any way I put it, I come off as petty. Every imagined conversation always sounds like I'm making him choose between me and his mum. Like I said, petty. I've made my feelings to him very clear and I still stand by my no break up policy. Still the more time that passes, the more I start to think about finding someone new.
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