Another Monday is just about done and dusted. No major or minor crises, which is always good. The Sometime BF texted me back yesterday to give me an update on his life. I can't wait to hear what the outcome of his meeting with his supervisor. If he did resign, then it might work out well because that's one stressor out of his life. He can focus on finishing his move and his mum. I think once he finishes the move, he can focus on finding a new job. As I've said before, he has anxiety issues that can make my neurosis seem like brattiness. On the way to my workspace today, I was thinking about the Brit BF and how much I love his confidence. Sure he has things that drive me up a tree but he is very focused and does a good job of compartmentalizing everything. I miss working and other things with him. I wish the Brit BF would come back, at least for a vacation. Even if he did come back for a visit, I don't think we would re-kindle our relationship. That ship has sailed. As I've said before, I would not have an issue if we did re-kindle our relationship. There still something to my relationship with the Sometime BF and I want to pursue that. I think he wants to pursue our relationship but something is holding him. Look, I'm not his therapist so I can't peer into his head and figure out what the problem is. In any event, I just have to keep reminding myself to be patient. It'll work out in the end. I hope I'm right. In the meantime, I have to look after myself and I have a list of things I need to do. So I'd better get started.
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