Wednesday Thoughts

Hello Everyone:

A productive day for me. After doing the grocery shopping, I posted a pretty good piece on #takeaknee. It was a think piece on the subject. I kind of liked it. I felt I needed to write about because it's such an important subject. From just a writing point of view it was good to not anchor something to someone else's work.  Sometimes I feel like I have nothing of real importance to say so I have to rely on someone else's ideas. It's not that I'm incapable of thinking for myself but with so much out there, it's to come up with my own thoughts on anything.  Today I felt like I could think clearly for myself. Thinking for myself is something I take pride in. There's so much to take in that my pride goes right out the window. Keeps me humble. Anyway, I liked this piece I posted. On another topic, I may not totally fast this on Yom Kippur. I can't deal with the headaches but more important I don't feel like it does any good. I mean no matter what I do, nothing. It's like all that asking for forgiveness, looking back on the year's past misdeeds is a waste of time. Nothing gets better. I'm starting to think that the Sometime BF will start to pull away any minute. He's already putting off a return trip to his place. I don't think he's genuinely committed as he says he is. Shame. He's just like everyone else-all talk.