Tuesday, September 5, 2017

SHHH

Hello Everyone:

Another quiet day for me.  Got some writing done, which is always nice.  Even better, the disgustingly humid weather seems to have gone away.  Maybe the beginnings of another round of heat rash will go away.  I don't want start itching like I did last winter.  Ugh, that was horrible.  Even Mum has been quiet today, only calling me once from The Minion's house.  It's moments like this, when no one is intruding on me, that I genuinely enjoy.  I get whatever I need to do done without interruptions.  Days like this are rare but when they come around, I savor them.  Eventually I'll have to go home-I'm in my workspace-mum will be home or on her way home and listen to the incessant complaining about the weather.  It is precisely for this reasons that I can't even read while I eat because of the non-stop chatter.  I can't even sit in the same room with her and read because she just can't deal with the quiet.  One of the things I love about running first thing in the morning is no interaction with other people.  I just have my thoughts to myself.  That can be both good and bad.  The good is I have the time to clarify issues on my mind.  The bad is I can get too much in my head.  At least I don't have to make idle conversation.  I sound like a complete hermit, don't I?  Well not I'm not really as reclusive as I sound, I just prefer to be off on my own.  It's something I think the Sometimes BF is aware of. I can function in relationships and at work but way from it, I just like not to have contact with anyone.  I just like the quiet or the sound of my music.  Lately that sound has taken on a more jazz flavor.  Good stuff.  Oh well, I guess it's time to go home and eat.

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