Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Still Have Feelings

Hello Everyone:

Another good day for me.  Got the grocery shopping done and posted the latest and greatest on the blog.  In all, not too bad.  Even mum is mostly behaving herself.  I think that's because she had to go pick up The Minion from his first day of sixth grade.  Wow, when did he turn eleven?  It seems like yesterday that he was eleven days old, now he's eleven years old.  Time flies.  Oh well, at least his Bar Mitzvah, less a year and half away, will be more low key than his brother.  Think e-vites and pizza maybe a supermarket cake and soda.  No, not really but his school does approve of blow out celebrations.  I don't care for them much myself.  The Sometime BF and I decided that if we do tie the knot, we want something really low-key.  We'll see if that happens.  His second oldest brother just got married to his second wife after being together for fifteen years.  Hopefully I won't have to wait that long but we have known each other for a long time.  Anyway it's all speculation.  For now, I'm just enjoying the relationship.  What about my feelings for the Brit BF. I still love him, although not quite as intensely.  I've let go of the idea that we're not done yet.  Funny, I had to let go of the Sometime BF to focus on the Brit BF and now I have to let go of a romantic relationship with Brit BF.  I'm just grateful that we're still friendly although I think he still has some feelings for me.  Eventually, I'll tell the Brit BF about the Sometime BF-maybe if we get engaged-just not right now.  Right now everything is still in the infatuation stage.  How long that will last is another story.  At least I know he's not having a manic episode.  His behavior doesn't fit the definition-I googled it.  Okay, time to eat.

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