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Hello Everyone:

Another nice Sometime BF weekend. I think I genuinely believe his feelings for me are genuine. It's just this vibe I get from. He just needs some prodding to take it to the next level-moving in together-we're already making love. I shamefully admitted that I googled manic episodes to see if he was having one. None of his behavior fits the description. Okay, so he really loves me. Great, wonderful. Let's shout it from the rooftops. Yay. I wouldn't have a problem with moving in with him. He does have a roommate and it really wouldn't be a tight squeeze. They have separate bathrooms with double sinks so no issues there. The only thing is I'd need something to do-i.e. a job-and a way to get around.   Alright, one step at a time. Mum has been asking me about the our future she told me that she can't get a read on him. I just told, if there's something to say, we'll say it. I know what she's getting at.  She wants to know if we're moving in together, planning on getting married, or something. I would like all of the above.  I just don't want to push too hard and scare him off.  In other news, the Brit BF and I had another very pleasant Messenger chat. I'm glad we can still be friends even if we're not lovers anymore. I think some couples are better off that way rather than wade through all that messy relationship stuff. The chat was inspired by a post on a couple of his future projects. I'm excited about them because it's related to his superhero interests. It should be good. We got to chatting and realized that we're better off as friends. I'm both happy and not about that.  The happy part is we are friends. The not part is I was hoping it would work out. Who knows, it still may happen but the reality is we're both happier this way. Good.