Nice

Hello Everyone:

Still no rejection letter. It'll come, it's only a matter of time. I really have no reason to think any differently. Mom seems to think otherwise but that's her opinion. The Brit BF says just move forward. That's all I can do. Just like the rude person other day, I've moved on from that. In fact, I told the Brit BF that if it weren't for the ladies in the Business Center (one of them is the rude person), we would not have met. True story. The ladies keep the Business Center from collapsing in on itself.  The director of the center once told me that she hopes we get to live happily ever after. I would like that too. I would like to finally have some long-lasting happiness. You know the kind that includes a good job, a great partner, a place of my own, all the things that people seem to feel entitled to. I don't feel entitled to anything, I want to earn those things. However, I feel like I'm at a point in time where I just want the place of my own, the job, the guy all handed to me, no questions asked. I'm so tired of looking on the outside. The Brit BF keeps telling me that when he's successful, I'll want for nothing. That's a nice thought. I'm not depending on him. It's foolish to depend on other people to fulfill your needs. I love his attitude. In the meantime, I had a nice day. Got some tunes done and had time to get a trim. The best part, it was free. That was nice.