Feeling Drained

Hello Everyone:

I never thought I would say this but I cannot wait until Passover gets here.  Try not to faint.  I so tired from the pre-Passover chaos that I just want to get this holiday over and done with so I don't have to deal with any of this insanity anymore.  I had to run a couple of errands today that just sapped some of my energy.  Then when I sat down to eat my lunch, I had to deal with mom's incessant chatter.  I need a long relaxing vacation somewhere, anywhere, right now.  There's a gentle yoga class going on in the next room with chattiest teacher I've ever heard.  I think she fancies herself a therapist because she spent the first part of the class psycho-analyzing everyone.  Her chattering is just driving me insane.  What is it with some people who feel they must fill the voids with non-stop talk.  Yes, I'm in my pre-holiday cranky mood.  Mom had the audacity to say to me last night that I should be happy that the holiday is coming.  Why?  It's become one giant burden.  Like the Brit BF, I firmly believe in doing things that bring me a sense of joy not make me want to snap someone's head off and hand it back to them.  This what this holiday makes me want to do.  If it were genuinely up to me, I wouldn't be having any of it.  Maybe I'd consider Passover in Italy or Costa Rica.  That would be more of a vacation then a real holiday.  At last, the chatty yoga teacher is done with her therapy session/class but she's still going on and on and on and on.  All I can say is thank goodness for chocolate, coffee, and Spotify, otherwise I'd go completely insane.  That cup of Starbucks coffee this morning and my afternoon coffee did the trick.  Now, I'm going home to eat.  I need the food.