Hello Everyone:
Mom returned home from her minion minding duties late yesterday afternoon and promptly crashed out on the sofa. I suppose I should be happy to see mom after a few days of not seeing her but right now, I'm not so thrilled with her. I know, so what else is new. I've been pissed at mom for past few days over some comments she made and her lame attempt at an apology. I really shouldn't pout like this because that's who she is. Mom will say or do something cruel, she gets called on it, offers up a half-hearted apology or the converse, try to justify her actions, then act like there's nothing the matter any more. I'm so fed up with her games. The current issue is I received some flowers from the Brit BF for Valentines Day. That really made my day and weekend. When I shared it with mom, she found a way to disparage it. Basically, she crapped on my good mood, again. When I told I didn't appreciate her comments and I thought she had a real problem with any happy moment in my life, she tried to apologize in her lame way. I guess she feels she can say whatever she wants to say, without realizing how cruel it can sound and a second later forget about it. Mom doesn't realize the damage she causes with her words. It's gotten to the point where I really don't want to have much of a relationship with her. I keep reminding myself to be patient with my mom and she is my mom but that doesn't excuse the behavior. I'm not holding my breath on her changing her behaviors. She just is who she is and I have to deal with.
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