Wednesday, January 19, 2022

The Storm Is Starting To Weaken

Hello Everyone: I feel like I'm at that point in a storm when the intensity begins to lessen. When a storm hits, the rain comes down in buckets, there's thunder and lightening, and the wind blows with a fury. Eventually the energy from all that begins to dissipate and the storm's intensity gets weaker. Right now I'm at the point where the energy from the storm of the past few months is being to weaken. The storm could still re-strengthen but let's hope not. I still have to watch the spending because I haven't received any of the aid I applied and the Brit BF hasn't heard back about his pitches but I have a good feeling about both. Also, I keep telling myself that I really helped my cause by accepting the contact tracer job and really looking forward to starting it. I have an open mind about it--it could just be an ends to a mean or the start of something great. Either way I'm looking forward to seeing where I go with it. I'm also feeling extremely grateful to the universe for leading to this job. It's like the universe said, "here's a second chance at a job you know how to do." It's true, I do know what and how to do the job. Obviously things have changed since last year. For one, there's a vaccine so the challenge will be dealing with people who refuse to disclose their vaccination status or absolutely refuse to get it. I have to exercise self control to keep from lecturing them about the benefits of being vaccinated or shaming them into getting it. My feeling is that at this point there's enough reliable information about COVID prevention and it's on the person. Also I really don't want to get into a debate over the politics of masks and vaccines. It's a waste of energy. Getting back to my storm metaphor, my situation is starting to improve but on the universe's time. I can't hurry it, I just have to trust the process.

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