Super Annoyed

Hello Everyone:

So much for being relaxed. Mum came home Friday and the anxiety came back. She’s been ill and a care giver but until then, it’s me. Mum can be demanding of my time with all sorts of stupid requests. One thing she does is call or text me from her room. She somehow can’t pick her lazy self up, find me, and tell what she needs to tell me. The thing that really annoys the most is the lack of intelligent conversation. All mum talks about is how bad she feels. It’s non-stop “I don’t feel well.”  Mostly I tune her out but it’s just way too much. I want to talk about anything but her. That’s all she talks about, when not blaming me for everything. In general, everything about mum annoys me. The worst is when she tries to express appreciation toward whatever I’m doing around the house. They always sound false. She promises to make it up to me, to reciprocate in some way. Right, just empty words. She’s made and broken so many promises to me that she has no credibility with me. Some of it is my own suspicious nature and some of it is her. All I want is for this caregiver to take over mum patrol and let me have something of a life. I cannot wait to leave. Really, everyone and everything annoys me. I just want to walk away from it all.