Hello Everyone:
Minor WiFi issues aside, it was a good day. I posted the latest Blogger Candidate Forum. The subject was What does POTUS mean by infrastructure? Essentially, who knows how he defines it. Anyway, I found myself feeling sorry for myself today. I went to drop off some letters for mom and on the way back, I started thinking about how everything good in my life gets taken away from me. I spend all this time in school and nothing. I find a wonderful guy and for the first time I can believe in happily ever after. What happens, we break up. Like I said, nothing good sticks in my life. I don't what to do. Well, I have one coping mechanism, I just don't care about anyone or anything. Maybe that's the problem. I just stopped caring about other people and things. I just care about myself. It sounds kind of selfish but that's how it is with me. I try not to intentionally hurt other people. To some people I do appear selfish and spoiled but little does anyone know the real story. I don't have any plans to reveal the whole story anytime soon. I prefer not to open to my family. What do they understand about how I feel.
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