A Moment

Hello Everyone:

I had a Brit BF moment today. I was working away in the PLB Theater today and there was a soccer match on the screen. Actually, management usually have ESPN on and I just tune it out. Most of the time it's just sports chatter and uninteresting game. Today they were broadcasting English Premier League football (soccer). Prior to that there was an Italian league game that was semi-interesting. The next game they showed was a match between Manchester United (his favorite team) and Chelsea. Needless to say I was kind of interested but trying to work and not get to distracted. The good news is I finished the post; the bad news Man U played like slugs and lost. I found myself cheering for Man U and for a moment, I imagined the Brit BF being there, cheering the team. I imagined him sitting next to me, watching and working away. Then I thought he was probably at home, watching the game. I imagined that he was yelling at the television. I miss him. I still remember watching the 2014 World Cup games with him. A bonding moment.  It's funny, I thought I could get over him quickly but there are little thing that still remind me of Jim. Soccer being one of them. I wonder if he still thinks about me. It's sounds selfish and obsessive but he really got to me. I just thinking about the moment he did my laundry and made me dinner. It was our first night in Manchester. I was so touched by it. I decided right then and there that if he ever asked to marry him I would say yes. Moot point now. Too bad