Happy

Hello Everyone:

I just got home from a wonderful proper date with the Brit BF. Actually, we're in a two week date. We went to a movie then dinner. It was so great. I think for the first time, in a long time, I'm happy and feeling relaxed. Maybe it's being away from mom and all the stresses that go with that or maybe I can relax and be myself around him but I am happy.  I think it's because we finally made love and released all that tension. Whatever the reason, it's all good. I'm still not completely sure about whether or not he is one but he definitely has been doing everything to make a convincing case for himself. He is kind, thoughtful, slow to anger, and has a loving nature. Yes, he has faults, we all do, but we're not talking deal breakers. Could I imagine a life with him? Yes, I could but I'm quite there yet. I think I need to spend more time with him before I make that final decision. Could I see myself living in the United Kingdom?  That would depend if I had work. I don't want to sponge off him. Where would I live, Manchester or London?  Split the difference, Birmingham. I can't decide. Who cares anyway? I'm happy.