It's a slow Thursday and all is well. Nothing in paticular is on my mind today except for the fact that I'm getting concerned about the bf. His email the other day has me worried that he's got too much on his plate, his dad's passing, worrying about his mom, looking for work that I fear he might snap. Funny, I never used to care that much about a person and now I do. I'm not sure why that is? Is this part of what being in relationship is about? I just left him a voice mail message. Hopefully he'll call back. Why do I care so much suddenly? Up until we made love, I never cared this much about him and now I do. Did we cross some emotional borderline? The relationship feels different now. It feels closer than before. I'm so confused. I feel like I'm in a familiar place but all the furniture has been rearranged and there new house rules. The room looks the same but the people and things are all different. In the meantime, I'm busying myself with other things. What shall I do?
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