Hello Everyone:
I am tired. I finished this long post on late modern architecture in Los Angeles and posted it. I also sent the link to a friend of mine. I've been kind of tired all day. My alarm went off and my reaction was shut the effe up. Sound familiar? Well that's how my day started but got better. Now I'm ready to crash. My dress for the post-wedding party is on it's way. Truthfully, I really would prefer to sleep in and hang out in my pajamas again. It's bad enough that I've been sort of roped into going to a pre-wedding get-together and the wedding now this. Why does everyone insist that I show up? considering I don't plan on inviting any of them to my future wedding with whoever. Speaking of whoever, could this event be a chance to hook up with someone new? I don't know if I want someone new because I still have feelings for the Brit BF. I don't know if I could fall so in love with another person. I keep wondering if he feels the same way about me? I shouldn't drive myself crazy about it but I can't help it. I think my annoyance with the wedding stems from the fact that I'm still in love with Brit BF. The prospect of meeting someone new is scary and I don't want to go through all the pain of another messy breakup. My inner romantic is still holding out hope that the Brit BF will have a change of heart. The realist says don't hold your breathe. As much as I hate to admit it, the realist is right. It sucks. Anyway, it's time for bed.
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