Had A Great Time

Hello Everyone:

Friday evening with BF past was a lot of fun. Heck, the guy couldn't keep his hands off me, not that I mined in the least bit. He came over early, while I was still doing my nails and we hung out in my bathroom, laughing and chattering away. This continued into dinner. I was amazed at how much fun I was having because dinner with mum is usually a terse affair. We've known each other for a long time  so there's a deep connection.  It's that sense of tangible connection that I think was missing from my relationship with Nrit BF. Some of it was cultural and some of it was the distance. Whatever it was it wasn't there, no matter how much I tried. Still, I feel that we have a bind. I mean we made love so there is a connection. With BF past, it's different. The difference being we started out as friends. The lovers came much later. It's funny, the whole time I didn't think about the Brit BF. Not that I still obsess over him.  Although this week I was rightly worried sick about him because of the horrific incident in Manchester. Now, I'm listening to song about a man who walks back into a woman's life, months after a break up. She asks him to be for real. It's the same question I ask the BF past. He would like me to come down for a weekend at his place and meet his mum. I'm up for that mainly because if I can fly 5,400 miles to spend time with the Brit BF, driving 55 miles is like a going around the corner. We'll work something out. One thing at a time.